to
relieve thoughts of biting
Hey fellow bloggers and followers…I am back for the second time
around, for the Insecure Writer’s Support Group. But really, those biting
insecurities I have in mind do not leave me.
The nagging truth, you wish to know? There are many. I have too
many irons in the fire. My work in office demand my full attention and
involvement that at the end of the day I become jaded physically and mentally. I
have the chores in the house that all home makers are burdened with. Yet
another, of my own choice to make some extra money, is the baking I do against
orders. Baking to my dismay I found is a zealous mistress that invites full
attention and no diversion. Then there are the concerns of a mother with her
three children away in another city and monitoring their well being on a daily
basis. To cap them all, I am not endowed with a strong body and my health
is fragile. These are the reasons I am unable to write as much as I wish
to.
What am I gonna do? I am torn between leaving my blog totally
and blog only when I have spare time.
I feel sad that as my blog gets older, the more I have become
busier in life. Working Mom’s dilemma you know.
But at times I would like to attribute it to my sense of
insecurities born out of imaginary fears. I seldom could overcome this. Well,
whatever is that nagging truth, I will try my best to be visible when I can
write and drop by everyone’s blog when I have the luxury of time. I
am aware of the fact that no man’s life is free from problems.”Into each life
some rain must fall”—but why open your umbrella while the sun is shining?” That
is why I put aside my umbrella and writing these lines.
Truth is I missed you all my dear supportive bloggers. My
absence makes me incomplete.
"Blogging was once and will always be sapid for me, whatever the cost!"
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Written for Haiku Heights
Prompt: SPACE
Prompt: SAPID