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My mind needs space
to relieve thoughts of biting
Hey fellow bloggers and followers…I am back for the second time around, for the Insecure Writer’s Support Group. But really, those biting insecurities I have in mind do not leave me.
The nagging truth, you wish to know? There are many. I have too many irons in the fire. My work in office demand my full attention and involvement that at the end of the day I become jaded physically and mentally. I have the chores in the house that all home makers are burdened with. Yet another, of my own choice to make some extra money, is the baking I do against orders. Baking to my dismay I found is a zealous mistress that invites full attention and no diversion. Then there are the concerns of a mother with her three children away in another city and monitoring their well being on a daily basis. To cap them all, I am not endowed with a strong body and my health is fragile. These are the reasons I am unable to write as much as I wish to.
What am I gonna do? I am torn between leaving my blog totally and blog only when I have spare time.
I feel sad that as my blog gets older, the more I have become busier in life. Working Mom’s dilemma you know.
But at times I would like to attribute it to my sense of insecurities born out of imaginary fears. I seldom could overcome this. Well, whatever is that nagging truth, I will try my best to be visible when I can write and drop by everyone’s blog when I have the luxury of time. I am aware of the fact that no man’s life is free from problems.”Into each life some rain must fall”—but why open your umbrella while the sun is shining?” That is why I put aside my umbrella and writing these lines.
Truth is I missed you all my dear supportive bloggers. My absence makes me incomplete.
"Blogging was once and will always be sapid for me, whatever the cost!"
Written for Haiku Heights
Also for The Insecure Writer's Support Group
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