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My mind
needs space
to
relieve thoughts of biting
insecurities!
Hey fellow bloggers and followers…I am back for the second time
around, for the Insecure Writer’s Support Group. But really, those biting
insecurities I have in mind do not leave me.
The nagging truth, you wish to know? There are many. I have too
many irons in the fire. My work in office demand my full attention and
involvement that at the end of the day I become jaded physically and mentally. I
have the chores in the house that all home makers are burdened with. Yet
another, of my own choice to make some extra money, is the baking I do against
orders. Baking to my dismay I found is a zealous mistress that invites full
attention and no diversion. Then there are the concerns of a mother with her
three children away in another city and monitoring their well being on a daily
basis. To cap them all, I am not endowed with a strong body and my health
is fragile. These are the reasons I am unable to write as much as I wish
to.
What am I gonna do? I am torn between leaving my blog totally
and blog only when I have spare time.
I feel sad that as my blog gets older, the more I have become
busier in life. Working Mom’s dilemma you know.
But at times I would like to attribute it to my sense of
insecurities born out of imaginary fears. I seldom could overcome this. Well,
whatever is that nagging truth, I will try my best to be visible when I can
write and drop by everyone’s blog when I have the luxury of time. I
am aware of the fact that no man’s life is free from problems.”Into each life
some rain must fall”—but why open your umbrella while the sun is shining?” That
is why I put aside my umbrella and writing these lines.
Truth is I missed you all my dear supportive bloggers. My
absence makes me incomplete.
"Blogging was once and will always be sapid for me, whatever the cost!"
~*~*~*~
Written for Haiku Heights
Prompt: SPACE
Also for The Insecure Writer's Support Group
Hosted by ALEX J. CAVANAUGH
